Voices in my head.
Voices, Voices.
-why wouldn't they go?
that's why i haven't been studying i guess?
now with my shuffle. -beams--- [thanks to the lady Cheryl!]
its really a baby, in great condition! (:
although... with visible scratches -clears throat- but the perfect PINK cover makes the entire Souffle so sweet! and i swear, its not that its a PINK thing, its just that everything blends in so perfectly well.
mugging session at the library with huangfang today was good.
productive. and yes, the plus side of meeting up with huangfang whom i haven't seen for so long! and the amusing thing was still her "growth,REPRO&development" thingy PLUS her on going EHHMM. our dear vice president of S-cube wanted to inititate at _u__ _a__ _o_ today, (the censor is a must, i insist.) but things weren't exactly conditional, so we turned it down. but hell do i miss ruijun too. and her trousselier's still with me. -_-
anyway, just suddenly dawned on me. we're really growing up.
after all this HOPEFULLY SUCCESFUL hardcore mugging... its going to be a step into The Real World. like everything, self-sufficient... like so totally no more dependence on this that this that. the world of socialising... making MORE friends *although this time, these may no longer be as true as the friendships we hold, falling in love, getting married, setting up a family, working, striving to work, et cetera et cetera.... and i tell you, i'd rather not grow up.
jonathan foo asked a really thought-provoking question yesterday. why on earth am i here for? he's chairing this sharing session today at his church, didn't really want to go down cause of some reasons wanxin & i really agree to... but i'd really would like to know how it went.
and sitting through the biomed school science talk. everything... seems so sudden, fast. like suddenly, i am going to plunged into harsh, crude survivor-styled regime & let me tell you i really have no idea what i will do, or rather, need to do.
i am heading nowhere,
in no particular direction,
nowhere at all.
is there a place known as nowhere?
