REALITY CHECK.
52 days left.
GREAT WORKOUT with Sze Mun & Devica today. (:
Felt alot better. I love the session! Hahahs. Was really nice! Girl-bonding!
And we may be going to prom in the end!
YAY!
Slept like mad on my way home. Dined. Tee-veed.
Tong Xin Yuan's getting on my nerves. The plot's getting pretty staled, & guess I am just utterly disgusted by the character played by Lin Xiang Pin. So much for a television serial to let me relax my mind for that wee bit of time. Was so disgusted I decided not to watch CHARMED (oh my gorgeous alyssa milano!)& stoned at the lovely array of fashion online. Okay, incoherence sentences here. But uh, heck. Guess I'll be investing on lovely DVDs TILL this irritaing habit stops.
Cleared my entire diary planner, now its left with the days TO the As...
Was having fun doodling it, oh yea. How fun. And letting the imminent fact sink down to me. ITS FREAKINGLY SHORT, I am telling you.
Had a successful argument with Mum over staying up last night.Okay, on second thoughts, maybe not so. She's a lovely mum I tell you... but a little too protective of me! Sigh. To her, we must ALL go to bed before 1. Before 12, I meant. Yes, homestatic functions of liver... health... & all that ... but this morbid education system simply don't allow it!!! Sigh, still, I am trying to find an ultimate solution to solving this. The nightlife is alife with the supernatural that I am quite teensed with ... but apart from occasional dozing off, it is really perfect for cramming.
What actually happened in the end last night, the debate was fought with a not-so-shining victory, & I dozed off whilst settling down to finally getting down to my ECOLOGY notes. Wow.
Great!
Any-O-how, I managed to get to school on time today (hip hip hurray!), despite dozing off at 2.30am. Guess what I was doing before that? HOMEWORK. Like everyone else, we are probably pushed to the walls with the truckloads amounts of work we have already. How the hell do you even fit in studying. Slept whilst attempting the Ecology test, or rather after completing the paper! Gees, that always happens when my brains are devoid of things to rack. But hey, at least I did finished it... though pretty certain of errors here & there.
And yes, to add to the horrors of horrors,I am balding!!!! I have NEW ZITS!!! Sigh, and they are horribly visible, just because I haven't been swimming in the sun for eons. Call me vain, but yeah, who isn't?
Oh wells, think I am more glad to be in this zany mode.
I realised I am super forgetful nowadays... kept forgetting what & who told me this matter or another, & I can't seem to remember things as well.... it must have been the multi-tasking. Or, my hypothesis of having brain tumour... *TOUCHWOOD* may stand. Sheesh.
Still having odd visits from Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named when taking the attempt to go dreamland. Damn. The lunar 7th month's approaching....
And yes, still missing the good old times of secondary school, missing all the lovely people.
But then again, it might just be a one-sided thing.
I am so not ready to face the real, real world.
Guess I am still like some little kiddo deep within. Still in the arms of a lovely eagle.
My most favoured stuffs are those associated with childhood...so perhaps I should have pursued Early Childhood Studies instead?
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Still want to be an actress. (: Theatre works! *beams
Still want to be the ultimate gynaecologist. Bring life into the world!
Kudos to the dreams,
i hope they become reality.
They better!
Felt like ranting. Rant. Ranting. Ranted. OFF.