the ulitmate guide.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005
6:58:00 PM

Its already day 2 of Week 5! YUCKS.

Counting till the end of JC life! The step to FREEDOM! Yet the step to a even worse off world ahead.

Hurrls. A JC education is really wayy different... been through O levels & all, but it just isn't really as stressing. In secondary school, you do know that you are taking the Big Exams at year end ... but at the same time, you are the SENIORS of the school, & being seniors, you have your responsibilities at hand! So, there goes the books & in comes the handling of the CCA, juniors, outings & all (: (: (: JC? The bugging A levels just stress you out... but somehow... I've seen to become numb already. Which really isn't very good.

Fell asleep yesterday watching Desperate Housewives, just after I finished with the posters. And before making posters? There was council work, in school. Finished up the major publicity stint, the one to be displayed at the atrium. Had an interesting car ride home! (Yes, the Eve Low! lolx) The publicity outcome was great (: Really beautiful. (: (: (:

But just kinda disappointed with the attitude some people gave.
Perhaps some was valid ... but some entirely wasn't! I ... have nothing to say. *shrugs
Just hope the Adhoc works entirely fine with the few7of us! (:

And yes, I really detest studying! GRRR- Can't seem to do it at all. Everytime I see the camera, or professional light sets, or scripts... my mind always wander off ... & start deceiting & start reprimanding on why I hadn't went ahead in retaking the GCE O levels ... tsk.

Apart from all these ... its just the feeling of nonchatlant.

I am thankful for the friends I have ... yet sometimes I wonder if they really are my friends ... Just feeling distant from certain people at times, yet when we are supposed to be close. Sigh. Sometimes I even wonder if they are genuine at all ... or is it merely for show. Shrugs?

We had Q & A session today, so much reminiscence.
Was in the LT today & guess the situation wasn't that bad there.
Was really nice seeing people fending for the 27th
& the Year Twos being really concerned about the 28th batch.
Yet, it was really disappointing seeing the kids not being cool, not being entirely serious & positive enough for the session.

Heard the crowd in the Hall was worse. JunJie said the Year Twos were not entirely being friendly, which was kinda expected, cause I am pretty sure I would have been agressive too ... since the seniors would definitely want capable people to get into the next batch of Council to get NY going ... guess most of Year Twos in the Hall was kinda cheesed off? Which, definitely is really kinda like a bad start for the 28th Student Council I guess. Tsk.

Left school a little later, on this customary Tuesday, copied the Maths Lect notes & left school with Ngern. He's damn hilarious lahhs I tell you. Hmm ... then just trying my luck to go Seletar Cty Club to swim! Blahhs. Apparently not today. Kinda vexed. Need to stress out! Hurrls!

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