Alright, decided. Not going! Bye to messing with acting, at least for now. Aye. And also ... can't stand the person in the mirror! Hurrls. Failed attempt of mugging today... I guess. Sigh.
Counting down & groaning out.
Any-O-hows! Tanning tomorrow! (: Dragon Boat Fun Race!
Hope I don't indulge too much in dream land & wake up late... Going to be home alone laters. Sigh...
9:12PM
Somehow, I got it. I don't even know what role it is lahhs. Its gonna make me miss 2 days of school. Just straight after the Grand Finals of The ONE.4 whole days gone. I am interested in this kinda stuffs, seriously. But ... is it worth it? Oh, & wait, I have yet to tell my parents about it.
and you know i really HATE it when they keep nagging how haggard & mature & ugly I look & how I was so much prettier in the past and all... like hello .... I wasn't even pretty at all... & the thing is, who do you think will be the most upset if i am the person who's degenerating in terms of looks. HURRLS. & they just claim i am busy busy-ing myself off. like what the fuck. sigh. its very hard pleasing them. I've been home so early for so many days of this week already. it was only thursday that i returned home late? what the hell lahhs. i was worse in secondary school can.