How sad is my life. Endulging in self-pity doesn't help. But whatever I try doesnt seem to help too. You know, this really sucks. I hate limitations. Faggot. Condemned to deep damnations of the house, for now. My gosh. I hate being closed at home. Its so... HOT & STUFFY! And alot of millions tonnes of things. Dont know whats wrong with me. Everything seems screwed. The world seems like its falling down. Maybe too high an expectation. Too high an aspiration. Just sinking into depression, again! Wow. Whats new.
Finally made up my mind to go for the BBQ. And guess what. I am grounded now. Like thanks. Perhaps I'll sneak out later on. My gosh. I can't be contained in my little humble home though I very much adore it. Life sucks.
I am highly depressive now. I want the beach. The lorry. The shopping mart experience. Run like no one's business. Swim like there's no tomorrow. Aye, just shoot me now.
7.22PM
Going out soon to meet Liting! :)
Chemistry Block on Mon! & I haven't studied. Oh gosh! I want to jog!!! In Bishan Park?! But still dont know who to ask along! Okay. Erm, school resumes now. Sickening. Tonnes of work to do. -Groans- Infatuation still exists. Some have guessed it, somehow! No 0104 for me. Sighs. Jiam didn't manage to get it. Lousy! Still wondering if I should go for BBQ. Love my ju people. But my health is super at risk now. Yucks. Ooh, I love my newly-acclaimed gossipy partner ( we were unofficially gossipy-linked, now OFFICIALLY linked) Charlene! And of course, I miss you! But you wouldn't know, would you. Okay. Crappy. Tatas :D
<3 me if youu dare-`
