The PBYGDS, or commonly known as Post-Bai-Yun-Gang-Depression-Syndrome had taken its toll! & yet... subsided :) Monday was drenched in thorough nostalgia of BYG & St Nicks Chinese Drama. Even through Council's Passover Skit rehearsals, even through the Council-visits-BanMian-for-dinner session! And it got worst when HuiXiang asked constantly about related stuffs ... & it so racked up the tonnes of memories that I so miss. And especially when I was offered an accompanied trip back to the good old school! Nevertheless, speaking to Jiam really is nice. :) :) :) Just got the overwhelming stenches down & all that girly-giggling stuffs & finally finished up that relentless stack of CLA work! :) Gonna meet the Red Batches this Friday, & once more, again ! Next friday! It feels so much like I am back in secondary school. Those hacylon days I long to go back into. Awww.
The CT peroid talk was really good. It made me think. And I am damn impressed with the two speakers & what they had done. And amazed by what I actually wrote lahh. Like Jiam said, (not in exact wordings but of similar contentions;) someone must have penned down that ideas of yours right? Spoke to Mrs Ho after the CT peroid for some of prospects' stuffs & was really inspired by her, & tingled by her sweetness & sincerity. Gosh. She's a really sweet principal, I tell you :D
And was somehow submerged in hacylon for no apparent reason. Just being too overwhelmed? Oversensitive? About certain stuffs? I am worried for the consequences. Matters I yearn for, yet not. ai. ke wang bu ke qiu. :/ The situation seems bleak. For normal contentions, it would have been a straight Go-Green light matter. But for you, it seems really uncertain. And I am afraid of falling deeper. Just going to make sure I wouldn't. Yeah, right? Argh, keeping fingers crossed.
Oh, & the really sweet Jasmin girl in Osiris's Elites probably going to get into VJC & she's interested in TSD! Whee. Gonna speak to her soon about it someday soon? And gosh, I am like really excited for her for that chance to do so lahh.
Sighs. I missed the Arts. I am not as talented as Sharon, but there are really much similarity between us. Hopefully, academically-wise I wouldn't turn out like her. But I do hope to pursue & follow after her pathway, & perhaps do better?
Alright. Shall stop ranting. Its evident I need chatty dinner sessions. And a break from school.
But its impossible. Block tests' next week. And O2 preparations are forthcoming. Damn. But jogs will go on. Till I reach the targeted timing :)
The random crap I wrote. With all the inner meanings. Was really embarrassed to read it out. Its like reading your own blog entry out to the masses? Especially to like your whole level. Aye, here goes.
sheng.
ren men sheng lai shi shi kuai kuai le le de,
dan wei she me ren zong de qu zao ta zi ji ne?
si.
wo men sheng lai shi shuang shou shi kong zhe de.
si qu shi ye ru ci.
si ping mei you she me hao ba de.
zhi ba shi qu.
xing.
ren zhi yu wang.
zui er de yu wang.
ai.
ke wang bu ke qiu ... ni, ai wo ma?
-yan
But the book's really good. To more Outreaching projects & more enlightenment in people that Life, is pretty.
I hope the truth just relishes itself someday. Someday soon. It sucks not knowing. Being confused. Being misled.
<3 me if youu dare-`
