2/7 the cliquee!! poogee & cheryl (:
FLASH BACK TO THE PAST ...
some of the Singapore Idol trip with Amagoh photos (:, EONS ago.
daphne & alyy!
leandra!!!
oli oli! (:
slyy slyy slyy!
10:14PM
Got back 3/4 of my block tests. Have got CLA & GP left to vet. My grades? EFF. Like some effervescence kinda acronym. Like its so not funny. Why not aaaangelicious or aaaaples or something?! Hahx. Block tests were supposed to be scored, well. And yahh, I studied like the most I ever did for my JC term, as hard as I did for O levels, for the freaking Biology ... & see what grades I got. :/ Just morally smashed lahhs. I don't really have any expectations for the other subjects since Biology took up all my time. Yeay, still, I am really quite disgusted by my grades cause it has never been so bad ... just freaking disgusting, freaking sucks! And the other 2 grades yet to get back? I am just pinning my hopes on GP. CLA? I dont know. ***cross my fingers
I get so elated seeing the [ART(S)] email tittle every now & then when I get emails from the sg_arts_group & everytime, there'll be tonnes of auditions, volunteery-work, new plays, reviews & like workshops ... especially priviledged just for the people in this contact group? (: There's like tonnes of cool stuffs there lahhs, but yet the freaking As will hold me back. & of course certain limitations ... Hahs. Perhaps by the time the freaking As end, it will be possible ... possible to be really playing an active role in all this! Aye.
The As really freaking scare the hell out of it. By just looking at how well I manage my time & actually do study. Shivers* First paper is in OCTOBER. In a few hours' time, its going to be APRIL. So bye fantasy, bye r/s-seeking, bye true-bliss ... and come back to the real world?Shallow entry this shall be.
No point writing way too much.
The inner thoughts are meant for the inner soul.
Revealation shall prevail.
Someday, sometime.
Blessed to those innocent be.
<3 me if youu dare-`
