Yupps. That rap by the Black Eyed Peas... whose debut song eventually became overused. I seriously think people should really reflect on that song man. I don't know if its cause of peroid or what... perhaps it could have been, you know all that hormonal crap... ANYWAY I have just been in touch with the world again, WHEE, BUT no, like hell NO whees... heard from here, read from there ... through GP lessons... through Devica, through group project works & yes, the Horrible, Disgusting Human Nature surfaces.

REF: Tsunami, UN Aids, American Pledges, World Disorders, Chaos, Unrests, Corruption, Human Rights, Democratization !

I am a super apathetic teenager who really can't be bothered with The World... yah, the only media I really stay in touch with is my Perfect 10 & Net? Anyway, not the point... point is people just DONT learn from History lessons do they?

There's like so many unfairness... so many shit in the world out there & is it THAT difficult to be a littel nicer, a little more thoughtful, a LITTLE more morally decent, morally upright? Its JUST A LITTLE of goodnaturedness & the world will seriously be a hella LOT better. People seriously have no ball sense, have brains for nothing ! Grrr- Anyway, just super surface rantings here... its just... all the Case Studies we did for GP... & today's group discussion about helping to rebuild those Tsunami-struck homelands... just all the stuffs we talked about, whatever crude matters HUMANS are actually carrying out, all the spastic chaos they create & stuffs... all these acts, many of whom had a nice, decent background...

Take Indo for example, they started off well, as of the gaining of Independence & all, it wasn't as though they had to undergo tonnes of years of fighting, super unlike the Northern/"Southern" Ireland case of Protestants VS Catholics conflict thing? BUT why the hell is there so many unrests there? Why are the frigging Indo Malays so against the Indo Chinese? Like HELLO, they are all from the same country, countrymen for god's sake !

And how Aceh disses those UN & Indo-Chinese humanitarian aid & how they actually obtain means of "self-aid" ... those disgusting acts are really ... yucks! Anyway, Tsunami instance also... like all those fake pledgings, all talk but no say shit surfaces & those freaking corrupted people who handle the financial assistance that comes in. Pieces of shit man ! BLAHHHH.

The world's really screwed. Mankind's like so blinded by greed ! Money, power & all that crap. Will life get better only in that way huh? ... Is happiness all about money & having power mans ? I dont see the point in having happiness in someone's misery lahh. Serious, freaking crazy, this screwed up world... & there's so much we all, perhaps as students, as societal workers & stuffs can go on & rant & ramble about ... but there's only so much we can do. Its so... helpless ... so pathetic.

Mankind is pathetic. And I am pathetic. Ahh, crap line, of cause which I so hope not ... Will things see a better light to all this? No one knows ... Just hope the new generation will bring about differences, more logical differences, & not more greeded routes that is much assisted by the science & technological advancements. :/ Man, its time leaders start using both thier Hearts & Minds together, & god bless them, Common Senses!



Anyway, time for some lighthearted stuffs ! :)

Had rehearsals today. -beams- And I think my acting's degraded. Too rusty already. And not good enough a Lamer & as a girlfriend. -pouts- I am very afraid of losing the touch -TouchWOOD!- But, yah ... will definitely get my touch back soon ! Performance's on 4th & 5th March !

Ooh, had mini-House meet today ! Would say I am still having the impressed impression of my Year Ones ! :) Attendance wasn't full but was certainly more than half! Pretty good considering how it would have been if there were alot of people with my mentality in first three months. Lolx. Anyway, got sabotaged to play this silly lead character for the Drama Performance. What if I am like, not super up to it, huh? Tsktsk. I really do hope they have backups in mind !

Anyway, today was alright... nice Tuesday :) :) :) , relaxing, kept laughing the whole day throughout, pretty HIGH, probably cause there was a nice nice dinner with Jiam the day before?! & also the BOMBs, Amagoh! & my Year Ones! :)

Oh yah, have I mentioned, I missed Jiam! (Yupps, JIAM if you are reading this now, I bet you are gloating. Dont gloat too much k, I know deep inside you, you missed me tonnes tonnes too!) Anyway, nothing beats catching up with good good friends ! :) :) :) Though she had to listen to me ramble on what I had in GP & all my stupid displeasures, most of the time I think. Blahh ! But still :) :) :) ! And ooohh I love the XXL Chicken & Yakitori LunchBox ! Been ages ! Hahas. & that woman ... she & her clouds ! :P

Anyways, yah... back to the point, today was nice ! Had a nice, slow, relaxing jog with Yilin ! Yes, got to know better another St Nicks girl in NY ! Sweet, pretty little thing ! Hahas, it was really nice jogging & chatting with her lahhs! Hahas. Looking forward to more ! :)

And yupps, the 4 Councillors who were the first & only ones to go into conference with Mrs Ho & all five of the old Council teachers regarding quiting of Council sort of gathered a while. Hell, I miss them soooo much lahhhs. Tsk. I was one of the 4. Imagine if all 4 had stayed ...

Anyway, yah, had some stupid incident that happened... which leads me back to why I was so freaking pissed with the World ... no, not of that major scale ... but its the U.G.L.Y. Disgusting, Hypocritical Society. The Adults. YUCKS! Yes ... something to do with my part-time job, & seriously I hate the way the Society works. YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS! The thought of it really puts me off ... the World isn't pretty at all.

But school life is currently pretty. Much Much Prettier ... & I hope people stay as pretty as ever, the personality I meant. Possible ... err, RIGHT? :/