MY GOODNESS. My body thinks I am still in ZION can... its a Sunday today & I woke up at 6am!!! And couldn't get back to sleep. Yes, I know Protocol starts at 6.15am... should be way up earlier before that ... but YAHH... & at night I get super tired when its 11, 12 plus and cannot stay up later than that, will just sink into a heavy, dozy frenziness to spurr into sleep...
Looking at the YearOnes just doesn't seem to put me away back into reality any better... & conversations with fellow Councillors, OGLs... Year Ones just can't seem to not be of relevance with Orientation One. I thought I've long moved on... but I guess sub-consciously I haven't?
Been trying to stagger to do work also, and I managed to okay?! I am loving my subjects more & more.... which I hope I wouldnt later realised I am just penning down BIG...BEEG lies. Anyway, feeling crappy so... bleahhh...my analysis of the Subjects I am so going to work with, JUST ONE MORE YEAR & possibly can wash my hands off them?
Biology's like a piece of Art.. I mean the Microscopy world of Biology & all the diagrams. I love sketching! :) & I'll always marvel at ... the Human Body... plants... how things work... uhhh, & thats about it. But the cells & stuffs under the microscope... the structure & the colours .... its all really pieces of art... very, very pretty & its so kaleidoscopy... so imaginative..so lucid.
Chemistry is getting better...easier & very, very comprehensible. Easy, easy! :) :) :)
The teacher's cuter in a way now, now that she's pregnant, not as menacing & mean-O pork like last year! Wheee, but seriously we have no idea whats going to happen when she leaves for maternity break! :/
Mathematics is the one subject I haven't exactly caught up with ... or rather have the sense of reluctance too...for fear of imminent & possible totally fears non-existent... BUT anyway, am going to dedicate today to finishing up Maths so I could finally settle for a date with my tutor? Its the most strenous but definitely the easiest subject of all to score... I guess... & my tutor is still meano !
CLA's still pretty scary... my grasp of the Chinese Language has gotten worse during the holidays pretty much cause I didn't even have to use that language for the 2months break ! & my Friday's test bound to be some kinda mockery. Wrote the most crap ever other than in my forlorn Lit papers & totally just penned down spastic stuffs. HouShun & I wanted to copy & stuffs...but we realised it was really dumb for us to sit beside each other when both of us know NUTS about the test content! -slaps head- so...failed attempt... & yes...as much as I was upholding integrity I couldn't forsake my esteem... blahhh... anyway, & we just went through this new script... Mai Mai its supposed to be of some China soldiers betraying the country & selling some ammunitions through the "Sex-Selling" concept thing... THATS at least what I think the content was about... but I dont exactly have any idea whats going on. CLA isn't that super easy... especially for a Chinese Idiot like me. And I have the thought of dropping it...but AmaSoh & Jiam & friends says its prolly the easiest subject of my combi to score... blahhh... I am worried, yet skeptical of the worries... state of confusion, as for now? But I sure know the grades for that test will surely dampen my moods though the outcome has been foreseen... EEEE... just hope my teacher doesnt start any weird pep talk rolling.
& why can't CLA just be as easy as coming with ideas for the Literary contexts & hidden meanings & lines for scriptwriting?! :/
And yes for the concerned friends reading out there.... I am just being super dumb in this entry, getting online just to get pieces of my mind onto this blog. Super in fragments. :/
And... I am supposed to be painting Old Folks' Home with Amagoh, Huazy & Xiangi now! GRR- Shall go hurry do work again.... & join them laters if I do succeed to end soon!
Ooh. By the way, I so want to jog later!!!
<3 me if youu dare-`
