In school now! Facing the potential of having my computer being damaged. And doing Chinese project now. Sighs sighs. Weeps weeps.

Had O1 Protocol briefing now. My goodness. School is starting soon! & I haven't exactly got my fair share of holidays. Sighs. This time round, seriously, no holiday, no life at all mans. Sighs- Anyway, I am looking forward to O1 :) So many months of preparations & all my holidays, all OUR holidays gone because of it. I never expected myself to come Nanyang as often as going back to St Nicks for holidays. Its so.... NO LIFE. sighs. I dont mind the pinafore environment with all the wonderful windchimes & pretty pretty girlfriends & pretty pretty locations :) but... coming in brown, mud colour & putting on weight (alot) in this very JC & just getting stuck in this DUSTY SCHOOL... ALMOST EVERYDAY OF THE HOLIDAYS?!
MY GOODNESS ORIENTATION had better be good!

Sheesh...& all those family-bond time all gone due to this, sighs, those strings can never be attached back, again huh? Sometimes I really envy those people who are close with their family. Me? Its just so disastrous... its either me & my bickering mouth or my sister... or my dad.. or my uncle... or my MUM. Sighs, family is supposed to be the root of all things... its where we were nurtured & stuffs... I wouldn't deny that I had a fantastic childhood, just that I was rather spoilt & became a Big Sister who uses her authority over her siblings. I must have sucked like hell... & then becoming too involved in outside home actitivities sure made me drift away like hell... Sighs, is there anything I can do, at all?