I can't go for attachment already. WTH. :|
And erms, should I go try out the Front House? Saddening, lahhs.
Ooh er, ground leadership training was quite fun! Yeah. Shagged. :|

And erms, how come it seems as though my teachers ALL refuse to leak anything out? When most of the other councillors know how they fare and stuffs? After hearing so much... I am like beginning to feel the jitters, and its all getting damn bad. Lessons resume as yet. And this week felt so carefree! WHEE~ But uhh...back to the point of the blog ... Yes. Mean teachers of mine.

Mr Tan refuses to tell me if I did manage to pass CLA Paper One. Mrs Neo refuses to tell me about the Paper Two grades. I just want to know if I passed!

Bleh-And erms, Bio? Rumours have been going around that someone from MY combi classes, the ever-so-but-perhaps-not-that-prestigious S1 combi has got some student scoring 6%, which is like, so total joker lahh. Indian mama hasn't said anything, but thats partly cause we haven't seen her for long? But then again, who wants to see her man. Bleh- Oh, and great, Ms Choong marked the essays. URGGH.

Chem, 37% of the cohort passed. And I am so positive that I am in the majority, though perhaps miracles existed and I somehow land in the minority region. Uhh, crap. I know I screwed up in Chem. GRR- But in any case I so hope that I at least hit an AO level pass or something? But the future looks bleak. Especially when my Chem tutor, is as what Junjie puts it, a little petty dog. GEE- My perception of her changed from good to worse. But blah.

And yes, Maths, I think the paper was really okay? Confident of getting like at least a C or a B for it? But whose to say that what I am thinking is correct? What if I am just way too positive? And I really sleep too much in her tutorials. What if Ms Yue just doesn't want to give me the grades? She's a really mean ogress at times know...

Uhh. This is killing me. Crap! :/
I tell you. I am feeling damn super insecure. I don't want to get retained nor endure those super long processes of having to appeal to promote and stuffs. And I want ALL my friends to promote with me.

Know what, I am scared. Yes, even all through that internal, positive, conditional strokes. Positive Conditional strokes shouldn't be put to use here though. I know I didn't give in my best. Perhaps should start looking at Poly manuals.